For the last two years, every week I write a gratitude post. In addition to that, I’m closing 2014 with the biggies. For these, I’m grateful:
- I grieved the life I don’t have and am more peaceful in the present
- I overcame my fear of public appearances
- I processed the consciousness-altering dream I had in 2013 that changed my cosmology
- I had a total breakdown of health and psychology that brought closure to long-seated anxiety
- I realized my chemical reality for what it is, at my current age and health
- I finally feel my stress is in the present, and that I’m not dragging my past into my present (or being dragged around by it)
- I realize the impact PTSD has on the body
- I forgave my body for its chronic conditions, and thanked it for carrying me through it all
- I published Teen Spirit Guide to Modern Shamanism
- I learned a lot about being an adult partner
- I learned more about being a good mother
- I enjoyed playing more games
- I reconnected with Truthsayer
- I did lots of sacred decluttering
- I experienced fabulous bonding with Tribe
- I created the Two-Year Modern Shamanism Intensive
- I figured out what I’m doing here, and how I want to do it